Aepul!

Monday, October 12, 2009, 7:51 AM

Then,a pessismist , ruining life

I don't have any idea what had happened to me , seriously . Without any doubts . A plain example , when I skate I don't have that drive , that enthusiastic mood . I failed to land tricks that I land constantly before , when I wanna take a risk from the stairs , I don't have that confidence . Always have that thinking that my leg's gonna break again . To sum it all up , I'm turning from an optimist to a pessismist person . I blatantly aware that I'm acting like a pussy right now but so . Thanks . The only thing I appreciate in life now , are friends that I depend on .
True friends , not friends who took kindness for granted , fcuk them totally !

This might be gay , but I'm gay so why worry . One of the example I still live happily is due to this guy , Khai . I mean , when I'm down , I will receive this positive motivation & help from him . Well , I appreciate it , thanks dude . We've known each other for around 4 years , I believe in ya :D Gay's the sex ! xD

Another friend named hafiqal a.k.a mokrep playboy ! whom I appreciate . This fat joker who never fails to make me laugh despite hard times . Although sometimes you quite irritating , but still I love you uh xD Anw , tell your bro close his mouth whenever I talk to him xD haha joking . Ok love you fat fcuker ! .

Yay , Im gay . so ? hah .

anw . its not that I don't like the rest of my friends , only that I favour them , I know it sounds negative but just understand the term . Plus , I don't know why I feel like breaking my finger . Alright , lets try ! [:

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