1st scene ( fuck that guy ! [: )





So the day started off with a bliss when I played truancy and went to sunplaza to slack with this fat girl . We slacked till 11 plus and then met khaiPollie* and continued to slack near dunman . Afterwards , we decided to proceed to teeq's house as she invited us . We ate there as she cooked a meal for us . It was kinda sweet , but salty as in the dish xD hahah . but overall it was perfectly nice and edible to be eaten [:

Minutes later , we headed off from there and the me and khai sent the fat girl home . haha . As soon as we sent her home , I went back home to get my deck and skate with khai . we met at his crib and chilled for awhile when suddenly Erwin called me and asked whether im skating or not as he wanted to take some pics of me skating for his project . So I gladly agreed to it without second thoughts .

We met erwin and he brought his camera with him . Erwin told me to start off by ollie down a normal 3-4 steps beside the bustop which was stated in the 1st & 2nd pic above . It was successful . The chinese mixed malay guy tell me to ollie down higher steps then , which was around 6-7 steps near TPJC . As usual I agreed to it , as I love to take risks like so damn stupid and also I had the mood to do it . haha . I was nervous back then when I took a look down a couple of times . I took big steps backwards and got ready to push my deck to move and proceeded with the stunt . Ironically I did not fell badly but ...... I landed at the nose of my deck which was the front and ........ My deck broke ! I was Fcuk-tupp ! ugh ! shit(Pictures stated in the 3rd&4th pic) . So stupid of me but atleast I'm willing to sacrifice myseld for erwin's project xD hahahha . step best fren saa ! hahah .
Actually , I didn't had the confidence to do it anyway but I forced my self to as I know Im not that good to ollie down high steps with wide gaps . I'm not a proskater [:



so , it sums up my day with a huge disappointment as I love the deck and used it for only a month plus . haha .

so , till here dudes .
peace out .
tc .

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Will this be forever ?

After many things had happened , the only thing that can cheer me up is by ..... skating , that's for me . I'm a no-life kid where I skate everyday , nvr study . stupid rite ? I know . cnfrm fail one . The 'N' level paper also nvr ask like " How do you land a kickflip or something ?" haha . damn useless siaa . Well , truthfully we humans are not useless , its what we do that makes us enjoy and committed to it won't makes us think that we are useless but useful [: .

You ain't useless , its that fate has been fated like this . Just let time pass and see whether we'll be happy back again .

tc dudus !

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Let me start with how hurtful it is being at the verge of a breaking up when your in love . You will realised that all the words you said were only empty promises . When you were so confident that your going to be very long in a relationship with this girl at the start but the situation just change due to minor problems that occur in the relationship . Well , then let me tell you , would you want to be in love with someone you don't love ? I mean if its only forcing yourself cause you don't want to hurt that person then what's the point . Your the one at the losing end .

For me , I've regretted . Being in love . Not mainly about that but the decision and choices I made were too fast and then I realised that it was a big mistake to made that decision . Finally , now I know why I can't be long in relationships . I now know that what I need is to understand , be patient , take every step at a time just like the old me .


For whatever happened , I'm sorry . I swear I'm gonna be patient , wait and prove it to my mistakes which I had made and make you see the best out of me and won't regret being in love with me again . I understand the situation right now . Its hard , I know I'm a fickle-minded person where I don't know which one of the decisions should I make but now I already learnt from my mistakes and hope that the same old thing won't happen again .


If it was meant to be ,
then let me prove & see ,
that you are the one for me ,
let the past be the past
& start life anew with the person which you know can make you happy .



ok tc , missin ya ! ):

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