First but not last

2010-06-19T09:52:00.000-07:00

This as our hp wallpaper. Semangat kan? Step jiwa aje. hehehe. XD
And i know, havent been posting this few days. heeee. Busy busy lah. And this boyf of mine, ape lagi, pemalas nak mampus. XD

And here's something for boyf. :)

Dear Muhammad Syaiful Bin bapaknya, hehehe.
Im so in love with you right now, this moment like literally. :). Im just so glad that fate brought us together. And i still cant believe we're together. We've known each other for like a month plus but for me it's like ive known you forever. Before i get to know you, in my mind, i always think that we'll nvr be together until Facebook and cinnamon melts brought us together. HAHAHA! Weird love story isnt it ,baby? But i like it anyways. Cute right? Through Fb then we chat then exactly the next day we meet. So fast huh? Like seeing you for the first time , i mean personally is like whaoooo~ I cant believe im meeting muhammad syaiful! hehehe. I know, i kental right? XD That day was memorable. Eventhough we met for awhile just to buy cinnamon melts but in the end no more. HHAHA! So sad~But ok, skip to the last part of this message. HEEE. The moral of the story is that im just so glad we're together . Eventhough we fight or argue or whatever, i vow to myself not to lose you. Like ive told you before, im sick and tired of breaking up, losing someone i love. Ive changed and i wanna stay that way. You is enough for me. Noone else.
I promise.
Love, Siti hannah.
XOXO.<3

Im sorry if this post is kinda mushy or over. But what the heck, idc. heheh. Ok, im done for now.
BYEBYE!

2010-06-06T12:32:00.000-07:00

Hi!

Like one week didnt post. hehehe. Whocares. XD. Im like taking over his blog siaaaa. Nevermind, atleast im taking some initiative to blog unlike him. SO lazy like PIG. XD XD!

So, went to vivo on the 4th. Nothing much to say lah. Hee. Just a short and sweet day, i must say. Obviously i enjoyed myself. Ok, we enjoyed ourselves. Hoho. So yeah, after that met up with his skater friends. And that's about it. :D So today will be a short post. And more pics at my Fb. If you know my fb lah. heee. :)

And thanks for the lovely day, boyf. ILOVEYOU.
XOXO.

Toodles~

2010-05-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Hannah here. :)

Nice right the pic above. Taken by me of course. hehehe. Using only Hp camera. Nice right? XD
Ok im bored. Actually i got nothing to post about. heh.

Anyways, the post below is so sweet. Thanks love. You were there when i need you. Thanks for handling me at my worse. Thank you so much. You've always given me advices. Good ones. :) Duhh~ HAHAHA. Ok, you may not be perfect but i dont care. Cause im not perfect either. I get mad easily but i dont step cute always. Hahah. That part no link. XD. So , thanks again baby. Always be there for me when i need you ok? And i promise i'll do the same. :) And i'll appreciate you in anyways i can. Dont you worry. ;)
Alamak~ I very sweet right? heheheh.

And the post below is also about me losing my loved one. My late cousin. He's only 13 and he had to go. Allah loves him more than us. I miss him alot. And you're right baby, we'll never know when our time is to go. :( . Im still in shock about his death. Im trying to be strong. I have to accept the fact that he's gone for good. :(. Cheer up hannah, he'll smile if he sees you smile. So smile ok? Smile though your heart is aching. :) Muhd Rashul Bin Jasni, you'll always be remembered by me and your family. Iloveyou. I miss you. :'(

And to the owner of this blog,hee, you'll always be there to guide me through this painful journeys. Thank you so very much. You never fail to cheer me up. And im grateful to have you by my side. Very grateful. Iloveyou. :)
XOXO.

Im done for now.
Toodles~

This is for you

2010-05-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

Life is just unpredictable . We never know when are we gonna leave this beautiful world . It can be tomorrow , the day after tomorrow or the following days . Its like a fate that we can't decide but only god . It is extremely cruel at a point whereby someone had to leave us at any point of time in their life , someone whom you loved so much that you treasure them badly . That is why we need to get ready for our so called ' death day ' which we are unsure of . It keeps us worried from deep down beneath our hearts because we are not ready to leave this world just yet . With our lovely friends , families by our sides , its just wonderful with these companions doesnt it . But when the day has came for that someone . We grieve over his/her loss . Purely disappointed to any mistakes that we made towards them , that feeling of amiss , insecureness without their presence . Its just not normal . Some even gave up on life , had fairly long peaceful moments to themselves . But what can we do ? all that we can do , is to look it in a positive manner . To learn to realise that life has to go on eventhough that hero or heroine of yours can't save you no more cause they had to , they left for a purpose , a purpose to see you succeed in life , to be happy with yourself , to have a life filled with euphoric moments . Its a sacrifice they make somehow just for you to strive loving each day that leaves memories . Its only without them . Only from afar , they are smiling widely from above seeing you with laughters that makes them have that sense of joy and peace towards their soul .

So , this is specially for you my love , we can't go on facing life negatively after a loss . instead , we need to live it up , treasure the ones you have right now and reminisce about the ones who had left with a stretching smile pasted on your lips . I hope this motivates you to look ahead , and realise that life has to go on . Lastly , its also a lesson learnt from me thats why I'm posting this shit . I love you , I miss you , I'm here for you , I hope your inspired to what I've said . bye love [;

2010-05-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

Hello~ XD

Hannah here. Heee. Im so bored. Nothing to post about. Hoho. Saje-saje aje nak waste time. :D

Anyhoos, ilovetheownerofthisblog. heh heh heh. XD Ok bye, thats all. I know super lame right? Whocares~ As long as i update it. hee.

OK BYE!

Hi.

2010-05-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

Muka dia macam aepul. hehehehe. XD

Ok, hi. Im so bored right now. So yeah, it means that im free. Im updating his blog secretly~ heh heh heh. I can syiok sendiri update whatever i like. Wee~ ^^! Anyhoos, aepul went skateboarding. He left me alone at home. Sampai hati sia. -..-! Chill uh, joking only. hohoh. So, how are you readers doing? :D. Im so random lah. Bored lah. Bored nak mampus siaaa. And im over siaaa. Takpe~ hehehe. Actually i got my own blog but i lazy to update. But i got tumblr. Go find lah if not lazy. But it'll be good if you dont find uh. Secret~ hohoh. XD

And, err......What else? hahaha. Im going to turn his blog into a girly blog. Yea yea yeay! -.-! Not. Just kidding. hohoh. Hidup kita mesti penuh dengan just kidding. haha. Wth. Okok, before i start to crap, i better go now before i get kill by aepul. XD Not scared lah actually but i better be going. BYE readers.

Keep on reading hor. I'll be updating. hehe. Dont want to read also can. I dont care. :)

OK BYE!

Long time no post. This stupid pig dont know how to post. XD

2010-05-22T13:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
Hahhahha. Wth~ Aepul is a lazy bum. He lazy to update uh. Perangai babi kan? Makan pun macam babi. Babirusa~ Hohoho. Sorry aepul, i over sikit. Tapi ok lah, chill uh. hehehe. Ok, i dont know what to update lah actually. He said up to me whether to delete or not. Naaah~ I choose to update. hohoh. If i free, i'll update lah hor. Im the 2nd owner of this blog. Chey~Like real aje. Ok lah piggy, that's all for today . BYE! ! ! !! !

HAHAHA. Love you. Aisehman. XD

2010-03-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

I wanna go back to school , I miss school , Fuck school . wth -.- " Fickle minded moron .

Recent lifeless life

2010-01-21T13:02:00.001-08:00

Alright folks , so here it is , my lifeless life since getting my N level results . I have yet to get a school . Currently waiting for the april intake results in ITE . So I have atleast another 2 months to enjoy somehow . No work , no companies , no bullshits , no nothing , everything's fucked up . So I barely hope I get a school as fast as I can . Also , not forgetting finding a part time job to atleast fill up the time during these 2 months . Cause if not , everyday , I would be like waiting for my friends to finish their school and meet them to slack , calling my skate friends to whether they are going to skate or not or even searching for stupid dates that end up to nothing . No life , no love , no passion , no heart , what the fuck is wrong man ? I'm just paranoid I guess affterall . This is what happens when you don't have a proper education . Stupid wormlard life . Alright , there goes my lifeless piece of post , I hope you enjoyed it dickhead :D

uncertainty plus confusion

2010-01-11T09:31:00.000-08:00

Well who'll be there when I need someone , count on nobody and no one will let you down , true enough ? thats life .

Love is meant to be

2010-01-04T10:42:00.001-08:00

Random Countdown picture at changi's pit

Alright so mainly to this post , I'm not gonna talk about countdown or all those shit that only happened a day and you just kinda forget about it . So yeah no big deal . What Imma talk about , is about what goes around in this world we live in , the thing which is commonly happening and thats love , as usual . I mean you can't get a better topic than that . Cause love just comes at ya at any point of the time , its unexpected . But what is expected is when your in love , there's gonna be ups and downs as usual . Lets talk about , how guys get attracted to girls . It somehow is hilarious , cause there are many criterias whereby how guys get attracted to girls . Certain guys , go for looks , go for body , go for heart . But the one thing that people dont realise is . Everyone , I mean majority , goes for all of those . cause if that parrticular girl asks that guy why had you fallen in love with me ? Usually , that guy will just lie their way through and say that she has a good heart and the girl will be like wow ! do I have one ? thats crap aint it . But the truth is the guy just wants to fuck the girl and get gone , how common can that be . tell me . haha . Truthfully , when a guy asks a girl , have you eaten ? what are you doing ? it is whereby similar to asking I want you to suck my dick , I want to fuck you . haha . Sounds hilarious but the conclusions just made it a fact . haha . Cause when we think about love , we mainly think about , kisses , hugs , sex blablabla , just to suit your temptation aint it , when it should be more of the care and concern , the love that both of you build to make it last but not by taking advantage of one another's body . haha . Cute .

Now about girls getting attracted , alright I might be wrong , but its just my experience to see how girls react although I'm not a girl . heh . Some girls act clever , they always give them the time and space to know guys better first no matter how long it takes , thats great , seriously . But when that guy turns out to be a hunk , a wannabe gigolo , they will realise as they will cover their faces with misery . See , we humans are unique , why are we ? cause we can just change our minds at any time , any second of the day , thats whereby too we will regret it as the true one that really loves you is just standing worthlessly infront of you , speechless that you didnt gave your love a chance . Wasted . Think about it for a second , what do u want ? yeah some guys or girls just say I'm not gonna be in love which is impossibly crappy as it seems . Come on , get the right guy and it will all be fine . Love is like a never-ending hunt , you just keep loving this guy , then another then another and at one point of time , you stop . You got the right one , the true one which you can see it , the guy who cares for you the most , the guy who is serious , the guy who just dont want to have any love games no more , same goes to girls . Romantic aint it , but still you gotta go through heartbreaks and pains first to discover your way through all these . Once again I say , it doesnt matter your age , although you can be truely in love with someone at the age of 15 , if its the right one , it is . If its meant to be , its gonna be . Fated .

Your just never too late and early for all these . Fuck your parents say that your too early for these or so cause they too had gone through all these only its before you do . Similar aint it . Its only just modern right now that people can make love even more romantic than in the oldies .
So I end this now , sorry for all the craps . I only like to share about my opinions to everyone out there . yeahh . So no offence about anything that I've said . Lastly again , if its meant to be then it will be .
Tc folks ;D

Wake the dead

2009-12-25T12:35:00.000-08:00

Bringing forth what I'd started and regretted , fuck you and your species . It ain't triggerring me bitch '

Underestimated

2009-12-25T12:31:00.000-08:00

you guys fucked pussy but pussy fucked me . sigh .

Girls and boys are weirdly hilarious

2009-12-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

I just felt like posting about girls and boys , how they react when they are going through a cycle of heartbreaks after a relationship , during a relationship , everything that they do that they think they are superior . No offence somehow , I mean I'm not blaming anyone ,its just from my point of view and I wanna be fair although I'm a guy .

For example , girls when in a relationship , they always somehow expect guys to understand them and suit to their needs . Certain guys will always be like " nevermind , yeah I love that girl , so why not " . That is awesome to some girls but they didnt think that when they expect them to understand them , it is also similar to making guys going through a hard time . For example , jealousy . Thats a major thing that always lies in a guys heart . No matter how decent , how understanding that particular guy can be , jealousy will always be there . Thats whereby , the girl will be like " why are you jealous dear ? its only a friend or so " . Get this in mind girls , guys with jealousy are even better with guys that doesnt have any expression to anything cause it truley shows how that guys care for you needs you and not easily letting you fall for other guys even if its a friend . Yes , to love is to somehow understand one another but if by understanding just makes the other party hurt , why do it ? I mean its ridiculous that you call yourself a couple where you kiss , hug , get in a bed and make out . Its haywire aint it . So might as well , the guy should play a part to show care and love wholeheartedly whereby the girl will learn to appreciate that feeling provided and try not to get engaged with other guys even if its a friend :D

I dont wanna brag about it . Its ludicrous to how couples plan their future , they wanna get married , have 5 babies , make out in during honeymoons at san francisco which is totally crap cause by then , you will have a new guy , and the guywill have a new girl and then a new planning is made . wtf ? hah . Yeah its extremely sweet but come on . Girls , until when are you gonna give yourself to another guy ? You see this guy is hot , you get to know him hoping that he will be the best among the rest but in the end , he's just similar or even worse than your previous . There goes your life as you will regret it . Or even some girls , loving this guy too much , even managed to sell your virginity just like that ? gosh , think a thousand times , your gonna be with this guy for life ? cause the majority in this world had failed to last long eventhough they had lost their viginity . Truth hurts but still life has to go on . No offense either .

So its like , all these events happens in a cycle . In order for you to make it longlasting and break that cycle , just stick to one that you most love , fuck the saying that " your young , not time for you to be in love " thats bullshit cause even primary school kids are in love right now , hah , cute . But yeah we are getting matured , its time for us to know all these don't you guys think . hah .

Yeah , I had my share of heartbreaks but still I do believe in what I say cause I think its just the way life is . Peace , no hard feelings , its just my opinion to all these :D

tc , aeps .

Never a disgrace loving by showing you

2009-12-10T12:07:00.000-08:00

Hopes still hanging , still not giving up . Thats me . And if only you could realise it all and try us . Let time tell , love .

pray for someone,its you

2009-12-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

Its all about you girl as you made my life worthwhile .

When it all comes back at you

2009-11-30T01:56:00.000-08:00

Loving is leaving , is it true enough ?

That star in me

2009-11-29T21:08:00.000-08:00

Idol Francesc Fabregas*

Damn , its been long since I played soccer . I miss playing soccer seriously . In fact , yesterday I just played , wth . But just a normal kick around playing with friends at the street soccer court in simei . Well , not to brag about it , I think I played fairly well despite some lost touches due to long term participation in playing soccer . The ironic thing is that , when I start to play soccer , I kinda forget about skating but when I start to skate , I totally forget about soccer . how bout that ? hah . jerkky . Anyway , N level results are getting near . It kinda give me goosebumps though . Hopefully , I get a pass and continue to sec 5 and lead my soccer team to victory next year . hah ! But if I fail , then I think ITE is my choice xD . Doesnt mean your stupid right . I mean yeah lahh . wth siaa . hahah . Alrgiht , jsut hope for the best . Oh god , I wanna play soccer mann . Someone , call me up ? place me in your team ? My legs are shaking all about eagerly missing dancing with the ball on it . hah . wtf ! . ok tc dudus .

Widia oh widia , where are you ? I've grown too many pimples on my forehead waiting for your arrival . Ass

Dang!

2009-11-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

I Miss You

sad yet dramatic to gaiety

2009-11-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

Alrise , whats up hellions :D It pretty seems that Im kinda bored right now , so I decided to drag myself to update something . gosh . Okay , now Im at fad's house , just a storey beneath , indeed . Had been tonning here since yesterday . Today was randomly dramatic . A felt of remorse filled me since my weed left for malaysia for a week . And , its as commonly bored and I kinda miss my weed . But today , dramatism occured . I was extremely shocked to see my weed present in fads house . She came surprisingly without informing me . hah . Truthfully , it was sweet yet involving some sense of madness deep within me too . gegek . But nevermind , atleast it was worth the surprise ;D love ya . Now , my weed got back to her malaysia hometown after that . It was quite heart-wrenching cause I have to go through the feeling of amiss back again . Nevermind , positively , theres always next time . Cool and calamity results to the positivity of someone . Alrise , so I gotta blog about it . Plus , Im working later at 5 . I dont I am sleeping with the presence of a fat bug and a tai long beside me xD Okay , stop bragging . It ends here now .

Love my weed totally ;D
hope your doing fine there , i miss ya .
tc buggers & dick-lickers .

kill me romantically

2009-11-14T13:55:00.000-08:00

Your awful , I love you (:

In-securi-ty

2009-11-13T01:09:00.002-08:00

Gosh , tell me how remorseful can it be due to the absence of your loved one beside you during a point where your lethargic , moody & whereas , you just need that particular person to cheer you up by having that presence infront of you . Still , you gotta have that huge amount of patience so as to not ruin that love knot that you tied at the tightest . Perhaps , a mistake did and its all gone . Sacrifices are worth while afterall ...

In-securi-ty

2009-11-13T01:09:00.001-08:00

New 'Real' deck ;D

2009-10-31T08:04:00.000-07:00

' Don't hate the playa , hate the game '

Alrise , basically I bought a new deck . Its exactly similar to the top deck in the picture . Can't blame it , I'm totally overjoyed upon having one :D I hope I will do good to the deck and hope it won't break in a short period as the shopkeeper told me that this deck is durable and last long . Hope so .

Ok that's all .

Baby , I miss you ):

Dude , I'm in love

2009-10-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

kencing kat sluar ! xD hot ! haha

No idea why my ollie senget also -.- "

Basically , been slacking these few days with the same group . Shared a bunch of jokes,laughters . Overall , it was fun . Yet still , I have not found a job eventhough majority of my classmates had got one and I'm still stuck with none due to my age thats illegal to most of those working jobs out there . Dang . Anyway , I'm euphorically filled with joy now because I received 200 from my dad to purchase a new deck for my upcoming birthday :D So , what deck should I get ? any ideas ? haha . I need new skate shoes too . fuck it , all of my shoes get torned due to skating . How costly yet exciting can it be . Well , so goodbye old deck , I'm gonna give it to one of my skate friends , Hanzalah , anyway . So , do good to the deck dude , I had landaed many tricks on it xD hah ! asshole .

So thats it for now .

& gosh , I'm in love with a petite girl .

She's damn cute , that her fish almost died for her ;D

I love you widia ! gegek ~

Joy beneath those sad moments

2009-10-26T14:55:00.000-07:00

Pretty please just trick me , pretty please , baby ;D

2009-10-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

HIHIHIHI ,

I love life , and Widia is super cute (:
And she loves me :D

Kay bye .

Plan B deck please ! :D

2009-10-18T20:20:00.001-07:00

Alrise , I want a new deck . a plan B deck , anyone can get it for me ? haish . I'm sick and tired using an old deck that is gonna break soon . haha . Need to use the spanner and tighten the trucks everytime I wanna go and skate . How troublesome . Lastly , I want to kill the bloody beetroots ! xD

I bet you love my blogsong .

2009-10-18T11:36:00.000-07:00

WIDIA ROCKS CAUSE SHE MADE ME ADDICTED TO MY BLOGSONG :D

oh , not to mention ,
Widia is cute (:

Free me

2009-10-14T10:51:00.000-07:00

I didn't ask you to take me from here
I didn't ask to be broken
I didn't ask you to stroke my hair
or treat me like a worthless token

but my skin is thick
and my mind is strong
I am built like my father was
I've done nothing wrong

so free me
I just wanna feel what life should be
I just want enough space to turn around
and face the truth
so free me

when are you gonna realize
you're just wrong
you can't even think for yourself
you can't even make up your minds
so my mind's a jail
I hate the whole goddamn human race
what the hell do you want from me
kill me if you just don't know

or free me
I just wanna feel what life should be
I just want enough space to turn around
'cause you're all fucked
someday maybe
you'll treat me like you

Can't stop

2009-10-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

The one I love,
The tears I drop,
To be part of the waves
Can't stop,
Ever wonder if its all for you ?

A true lifeless kid

2009-10-13T11:59:00.000-07:00

I feel like ollie-ing down from my house rooftop to vent my frustration & die with my skateboard . Alright lets try !

Then,a pessismist , ruining life

2009-10-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

I don't have any idea what had happened to me , seriously . Without any doubts . A plain example , when I skate I don't have that drive , that enthusiastic mood . I failed to land tricks that I land constantly before , when I wanna take a risk from the stairs , I don't have that confidence . Always have that thinking that my leg's gonna break again . To sum it all up , I'm turning from an optimist to a pessismist person . I blatantly aware that I'm acting like a pussy right now but so . Thanks . The only thing I appreciate in life now , are friends that I depend on .
True friends , not friends who took kindness for granted , fcuk them totally !

This might be gay , but I'm gay so why worry . One of the example I still live happily is due to this guy , Khai . I mean , when I'm down , I will receive this positive motivation & help from him . Well , I appreciate it , thanks dude . We've known each other for around 4 years , I believe in ya :D Gay's the sex ! xD

Another friend named hafiqal a.k.a mokrep playboy ! whom I appreciate . This fat joker who never fails to make me laugh despite hard times . Although sometimes you quite irritating , but still I love you uh xD Anw , tell your bro close his mouth whenever I talk to him xD haha joking . Ok love you fat fcuker ! .

Yay , Im gay . so ? hah .

anw . its not that I don't like the rest of my friends , only that I favour them , I know it sounds negative but just understand the term . Plus , I don't know why I feel like breaking my finger . Alright , lets try ! [:

True friendship & brotherhood

2009-10-10T23:11:00.000-07:00

I've met some people along the way,
Some of them split some of them stay,
Some of them walk some walk on by,
I've got a few friends I'll love till I die
From all of these people I try to learn,
Some of them shine some of them burn,
Some of them rise some of them fall,
For good or bad I've known them all

We live our life in our own way,
Never really listened to what they say,
The kind of faith that doesn't fade away
We are the true believersWe are the true believers

Well you can fight or you can run,
Hide under a rock till the war is won,
Play it safe and don't make a sound,
But not us we won't back down
True believers all the way, You and I...

We live our life in our own way,
Never really listened to what they say,
The kind of faith that doesn't fade away
We are the true believers
We are the true believers
True believers

Imperfect insolent arse in the hole

2009-10-09T18:27:00.000-07:00

That felt of rage kept growing bit by bit . A fiery hot-headed red faced punk was unsure of what to be done . That feeling of frustration was always a problem to be overcomed in his life . He tried to be nice but he was not treated nice . He showed care but no care was showed to him . He hated the feeling badly but he still needs to live with it . Why ? Cause he believed that with his mighty power , knowledge , he can change a life from heartbroken uncontrollable tears to a happy , euphorically face filled with joy . The big lump of confidence conquered his heart . What's next ?

2009-10-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

Fadhlun,aepul,dan(kinda like this photo)

Well folks , tomorrow , I have my N level back again , for the whole week . But thinking positively , I can just let this one week and get it over with then , finally enjoy . Gosh , I admit I'm ready for the science paper tomorrow despite those limited days of studying which I myself do not know why . I just don't like the atmosphere , the situation during examinations . Someone tell me why . Lastly , if there's no interaction nor communication the lets support segregation faggs [:

Struggling of thoughts

2009-09-27T11:47:00.000-07:00

Why am I acting differently ? What's the reason ? Who am I ? Where's me ? How long have I been here ?
Gosh , I react similarly to the drunkards . Positively , there's still a way out , is there ?

Trusted words from a better man

2009-09-20T12:19:00.000-07:00

At a certain point of time , people does mistakes . They chose the wrong path,regretted,realised and turned over a new leaf . Thats a common cycle for every human beings living on this planet .
But can you believe them ? we'll see .

Example :

I'm gladly honoured to have a friend . I don't wish to brag about him as to say I'm scared of him or I don't stand on the same path as he is . In my opinion , everyone is equal . We share , we believe , we struggle , we die . Some good choices this particular friend of mine chose is that , he used to perform all those bad silly stuffs but still there's still a thinking of god that lies in his mind . No matter how bad a person is , how people look down on them , how people don't like about them , how people critiscize , still he sets a point to barely think of those negative comments or gestures and prepare on what lies ahead . See , how intelligent someone can make himself into . Message of this quote is theres only a god . We have a life to live on . There will always be euphoric times but on the contrary , there will be ugly ones . So , just stay ahead , be vulnerable towards what had happened and wake up every single day to have that mindset as the " beginning of your life " .

You impressed ?
Why should you when you can do it too [:

your false pretenses

2009-09-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

Despite all those hidden sacrifices ,
patience is still the virtue

Fcuk-tupp society

2009-09-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

Stop the fuss,appreciate,shut all your ungrateful comments
cause what your seeing are beautiful humans that are unlike us .

Its never too late,mesmerizing ai'nt it ?

2009-09-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

Worthless maggot -

Tell me how should you entertain someone who is currently leading a huge disbelief towards themselves ? Should you care ? Should you lend them a helping hand ? listen to their problems ? But what if they leave you with an oblivious impression in return . Won't that be selfish of them ? Won't that be a disadvantage towards you ? What should you do then ? & Thats how people can easily take advantage of your kindness towards them and you will realise that the time you spent to get to know all their craps had just gone wasted when you can spent more time to improve your lives for the future . In my opinion , I don't really care and get stressed about the ditch . Why should i ? its what I do that made me feel that its right . Helping is a fruitful thing to do . I rather see me struggling than others . Its the same old world that we're living in , the daily sunrise , the view of beautiful sceneries , the chirping of early flock of birds and more . We share the same things in common , so why should we act unfairly towards the ones at despair . For example , the poors ? the indolent ones who destroyed their lives ? the jaded groups who seems to not care about anything in life ? We live and die . There's no such things as last minutes . Appreciate to what we have now , pray for the making , cause what you do is only between you and god . No matter how useless you were , there will always be a second chance in life for you to forget all those sins you made , think ahead of the better things you can do in life and nearer your souls to the almighty one . Why waste it , when you only have one of it ? get it ?

A debut for work experience

2009-09-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Workers for the dayy -

Hey , well as shown above , I had a part-time job for the first time . It was a catering job . So me,fawzy,razi and the rest were needed to act as a waiter/waitress for the day . I mainly got the job from iqek , thanks iqek ! [: So , I will partly tell you about the irony of us as waiters/waitresses . It was supposed to be a 7 hours job from 3-10 to earn 50 bucks . That sounds like a worthless job for us but the ironic thing is , we only worked for 3 hours , so most of the remaining time , we slacked that lastly we earned 50 bucks at the end of the dayy . How fantastic was that . hah . I felt euphoric on that day despite all the 3 hours all-out hard work , repleniishing the guests' drink and served 5 courses of food for them . It was somehow a lucrative pastime for me .

The hilarious thing to me,faw,and razi , was that we wore smart shirts and pants but we wore casual shoes instead of cover shoes . Thanks to diyana for her information that was "you can wear any shoes " wth ? -.- "" haha . Nevermind throughout the day , it was awesome although it was 50 bucks . I intend to work in more catering jobs in future [:

till here , bye chipmunks ;D

Who even said it was you

2009-09-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

(old photo,last year [:)

face reality , embrace yourself . Surprise people.

03.09.09

2009-09-03T09:45:00.001-07:00

( blur , blame the fat camera man [x )

Izzharul , hot rite ? tu pasal teeq suker [x

Wassup hippos , I'm plainly bored so I decided to bored . In school today , it was as per normal , no difference since I was sec 1 , bored ... & yesterday , was such a wasteful time for me to go to school . I arrived school in the morning and after the morning asembly , there was hair-check by the discipline master . When the DM came up to me and fawzy,one of my classmates, he wasted no time , not even sputing some comments about our hair , not even reach to 5 seconds upon standing beside us , he just arrogantly told us to step aside to join those with long hairs . It was ridiculous . It wasn't like our appearance in school was unkempt -.-" So , without any second thoughts , he just gave us the permission letter to leave school . We got out of school around 8 plus , did our hair and returned at 12 plus . wow . haha . Great , and my hair sucks ! like typical mok-race siaa . [x

Well, tomorrow I'm having my cross-country . What's worst is that it is during the fasting month . wth . Tk puasa lagi lah nampaknyer [x . heh . Aler , atleast got improvement what from last , only 1 day fast . hahaha .

The venue for tmrw's run will be at bedok reservoir and plus,must reach there by 7:30 . So not cool siaa. I dont even know where the place is . hah .

till here then

Rest of the photos will be uploaded when my comp has enough space[:

Ludicrous me

2009-08-31T21:17:00.001-07:00

Skate for life ! [:

Hey faggs , well , look , I'm back to skating despite still , a minor pain in my left ankle & a week to the start of N levels , wtf ! haha . So , past weeks , it was an onerous yet busy week for me in school . There were night classes each day from monday-fri which on some cases , I didn't attend a class or two . It ain't that bad right [: hah . So yesterday , I had no night classes . So, school ended as per normal 2:05 although it was teachers day where every school in singapore had a half-day but my school was as usual . Fcuk siaa mrs neo , mintak kener sabit siaa ! unfair betul . hah . but nevermind , today wasn't schooling anyway [: Then , after school slacked for awhile at mc with the usuals , blowjob each other , sl abit , licked their armpits then go off [xboringsaa everyday do like that [x At home , played on the comp awhile while ms-ging this nanas girl uh, something happened to her while msg-ing me , funny siaa ! [x shouldn't post it on public uhh , secret uh [x . While msging , I accidentally slept till the time to break our fast . I shouted enthusiastically , put my hands high up on the air and jumped upon hearing the azan . hahaha . Happy siaa , like atlast , can eat and drink like setan gemok siaa . heh . Well , I ate a just a little , like spaghetti , nasi goreng with curry ayam , jemput-jemput and roti boyan ! ketat siaa [x haha . fathope , sia after that vomitted [:

Then the fun to me comes here , to me only lahh cause I'm back to skating ! So semngat-ly changed to my skate-wears , got my deck and went out . I skated to 202 there to meet hafiqal and off to 4 steps to practise there with the others which included , hariz , haiqal , zuhir , ino and saiful dickhead . hah . Skated for like 2 hours , It was a euphoric moment for me cause I managed to land all of my tricks back and finally landed a new trick which was switch frontside bigspin ! yay . mokrep cnfrm jealous [x . hahaha :P . Nevermind your better than me also what . At 10 plus going to 11 , I went off from there . It was joyous day for me indeed . Went home and slept maybe I think . hah .

ok tc dudus [:

Fasting's the shit ! [:

2009-08-22T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hey , yesterday was the start of the fasting month . I managed to fast yesterday despite all those temptations . haha , fcuk siaa . I went to slack with dan and khai under my void deck around 3 pm , then two muslim ladies in scarfs happened to pass by us plus , carrying two plastics containing bubble teas , from the look of it , I can know that it must be mango ice blend ! [x wahh sian . Afterwards , I went to tampines mart with them as my mum told me buy for her aluminium foil and broccolies [x cute kan ! haha . The raw fish at the wet market even looked tempting to me despite thee hungry stomach [x . fcuking hungry shit siaaa . hais , bau masakan mak aku kat rumahh jer da membuatku mcm anjing memerlukan tulang . hahs . Then , after my mouth da kluar putih2 sikit carik broccoli , we went back . Busted siaa the broccoli hiding from us siaa . hais . Went home and thats thats . Waited for the time to break our fast . It was damn fast siaa like need to wait for another 4 hours , damn slow siaa ! . So , I went to watch movies like red cliff and hustle&flow . Partly , an inspirational line that I learnt from the movie hustle&flow was " Every man has the right to contribute a verse " , its kinda dope to me . yeah [:

Arnd 7 , I stood infront of the table , staring at the food , got shark fin soup , abalone and turkey , fat sia my mom [x . hahahhah . no lahh , it was ikan sembilangg cooked in sweet and sour , ketat sia ! But I only ate a plate of rice and trus kenyang , hais . disappointment for a fat guy like me , cnfrm mokrep will be disappointed with me [x hah . Soon after eating , I got ready to go to sembahyang tarawih at strt 11 there [x . It was packed with muslim citizens , I prayed and sweated dreadly , my baju kurung was drenched with sweat . fcuking great rite . haha .

That was the dayy for yesterdayy , it must be the same todayy . Now, im just waiting for the time to break our fast , hais . Anw , I fcukingly miss skating ! stupid leg , when are you gonna recover mann ! its like living in hell for me . I miss landing double laserflip , double inward heel to backside backsmith grind [x hais . hahha .

Ok , here's a skate video to let all of you get entertained , its one of my fav skaters , nyjah houston [: enjoy .

Return & tell me what how does a good friend look like

2009-08-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hey , its been arnd 2 months i have no updated my blog . So sorry for all you viewers out there . So , lets sum up somethings that happened during my lost in the blogging industry . Great things happened like , my prelims had started , I fractured my ankle and i cant perform activities till 20 august , also , for this special post , I would like to post more about what is a good friend ? what does it mean by being a goodfriend ?

So , I start by saying to this particular person . I'm utterly disappointed . I truly did not expect of any of these to happen . In my opinion , why do we have to make it happen in the first place ? To my point of view , to my perspections , I thought we were goodfriends . I had been your classmate since secondary 1 . Since the first day I met you . The first day , you and me jsut got to know each other . I treated you well , you too . It was awesome to me as usually during secondary one you would be unsure and have that certain scared feeling to get to know someone from you class . We shared all the jokes , fun and laughter together with all our friends . We criticize people together , no matter how bad we say bad things about them , it still says as we do it together . Yeah , u can say that your an obedient decent type of guy but to me , we are the same dude . Me , you and hafiqal . We had fun together , everyday in school , we joke around no matter how bad we are , how irritated the teachers were , we still did it . I just dont understand to why at this point of time , this particular point of time , you suddenly changed your mind maybe to a certain girl . Okay , yeah I know I somehow did a mistake by disturbing you about rara . But , come to your senses for goodness sake , its only a joke . I mean like me and haf are just joking around with you . Why can you joke around with us , when we cant joke around with you . I just cant see the major point to that . Nevermind , and even you said you didnt care , it wont even hurt you to lose a long time friend like us . it was like what the hell ? just to this minor thing . Omg . I just hope you come to your senses . Yeah and also , I know you had been studying . And also , you were separating from us cause we were stupid and u tend to like go with the others . Yeah , I accept it I'm stupid , well atleasst i had the tendancy to go studying , I dont mind being the last in standard cause i know I am , so ? nevermind . I jsut hope you think bout it , cause what you are doing is plainly showing and revealing the immature side of you . Its just hard for us to accept the fact to how you had reacted to this situation .

Alright this post might sound gay to you guys but think again , does it matter if your posting about someone who is , your close friend , your classmate , the person you look and gaze at in schoool every single weekdays .

Plus , when you get bored with your new friends , you can come and find us your second hand friends . REBOUND

so alright , I hope to post more in the future if im free .
ok tc [:

outs .

Girl Skateboards

2009-06-27T09:04:00.001-07:00

Alright dudes , I kinda get attracted by the design of this deck . Despite this , I'm using the same brand , same design with the same words only the background color of the deck is navy blue . Its used . I wanna get this colour .

Battle At The Berrics 2

2009-06-27T08:03:00.001-07:00

Battle At The Berrics 2 had started !
What a let off by mike vallely , such a pussy . Rules were clear anyway . Fcuk him . haha . Here's the battle between ( Mike vallely Vs Chris Cole )

Death of a legend

2009-06-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

A true legend had just passed away , and all of us should have known it . I'm proud for the records heh ad made , and all the songs he produced . It will be evergreen . Forever . Here's a short clip of one of my favourite songs from MJ . (michael jackson)

26.06.09

2009-06-27T02:44:00.000-07:00

boys will be boys [: ps:zamy fierce [x

mokrep taught me that pose[:

So,it was a warm fine dayy when teeq planned on this date that we had an outing to catch transformers at the cinema and plus , karaoke at grandlink . So it was yet a euphoric successful outing despite some disappointing moments . Shall not share it , ask teeq cause its her [x Well , everyone has feelings , we get that [: The day started off at interchange where it was the spot we fellas met . I was as usual one of the latecomers , lastly khai . haha . Well , blame the bus [: And also khai ! haha . Then , we bought the 3:40 pm ticket show , while waiting , we just walk-walk around and chit-chat with one another . Fyi , dudes who were present were khai,me,harrel,zamy,kocok,irfaan and irfan . The duddettes were , mimi , teeq , rara and nabilahh . Time strikes , and we entered the cinema . The show was awesome similarly to the previous one . But , in my opinion , the latest is da bomb ! Entertaining and filled with actionpact all the time . An ironic incident that occured in the theeatre was when mimi cried , awww . Kocok went to disturb her about her.........(dont wish to say it) as one if the robots had similar .... with hers [x busted siaa kocok ! not my fault uhh , blogging only about what happen what [: well , girls are girls . haha . After the movie we straight away made our way to grandlink by taking the mrt and stopped at paya lebar , it wasnt pack with people at that time despite the peek hours . So , we sing-sing there , I'm still struggling with my 'S' when I;m singing ! , how ? [x nvm , its a gift from god i guess . haha . That sums the whole day . We went home after that and thats that [:

tc fellas

& can't wait for the battle at the berrics 2

(Support Paul rodriguez to win ) [:

peace out !

Finally A Superb Week

2009-06-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

Alas , I'm extremely grateful that this week was not a waste due to the holidays , so let me explain briefly what I had done this week .

On monday : I had a soccer friendly match . the place wasn't that far , like bukit timah [x , fcuking far saa . Me and my team , which included Erwin,khaiP,hafiqal,dan,irfaan,hadiKocok,irfan,yan,zul,fawzy and of course me . So , we had to take two buses to reach our destination . It was damn farr ! I could like eat 10 packets of nasi lemak in order to reach there or even more ssiaa . So when we reached , we were like so fresh , and we changed to our boots and got ready to play . The game started , and after a few minutes erwin scored a goal,it was easy after all . haha . The next goal was scored by me , not to boast but I really feel that the goal was awesome as I took a shot from outside of the penalty box without even a take a step back . So yeah , next goal was from zul , I think . haha . after his goal I had anohter goal which was also similar to the 'steven gerrard half volley from outside the box' . But before that the main climax of the match was the fight between erwin and one guy form the opposing team . This was how it went , erwin was trying to get the ball so he pressured the guy from behind and when the ball went out of play , erwin bodied him from behind which sent the guy to the floor , it wasn't on purpose . So , afters they were on good terms and said sorry , the main part was then one guy approached him and sai " Da main bagus , beh tkd sportsmanship " and kept repeating it . Then Erwin was irritated , haha . He gave him a stupid look and said " kau diam , taik lalat kau gi buang sial ! " [x Then the guy could'nt take it and he charged at him and they had a pillow fight and everyone pulled them back . Funny siaa , I ended getting a kick from that guy when trying to stop them , cb rite . haha . nevermind [: So , then , the match ended 6-2 where the rest of the goals were from khai , and another one from erwin . The opponent managed to score 2 goals , quite amazed . Hafiqal made two saves which was not up to his standard shots . He like can go masak maggi at the goal poast there saa . haha . After that we went home .

Tuesday : I planned to go to school at 10:30 for chem lesson . Fawzy woke me up arnd 9 plus , then I made arrangements with him on where to meet and all . So we agreed to meet at 10:15 near his house . So I took my bath and all and got ready to go to school . I went out , then I called him , he had not showered yet , I was like how cute can you be sia fawzy , you wake me up then u have not showered yet . I waited for him arnd 20 minutes . We met , then it was arnd 10:50 , then plans got backfired and we did not go to school and just slacked nearby there . Great ! [: haha . Then I got home .

Wednesday : In the morning I woke up and went swimming at sengkang with my cousins including my bro and mom . haha . We met up and went together and my mom who worked night shift yesterday met us there after her work . when we arrived , we got changed and swam , I got to admit that the slides there were fun althoiugh it doesn;'t look like it was . swam arnd 2 hours and then I packed up and went home alone as I had to meet khai and the rest to buy things for the chalet . The chalet was at safra resort which was near tanah merah . The place was kinda attractive and exciting as it had games like bowling,pool and even karaoke there . The first stay there was kinda dull as we just stayed in the chalet most of the time , only at night we played catching at the playground there . Haha , humans who were present on that day were , me , erwin , khai , kocok , yan , dan , irfaan , irfan , mimi and lastly nabilah who came at night time . We tonned except for nabilah and mimi . They went back around 10 plus I think . Afterwards , we just stayed in the chalet . Talk-talk , and took the chance to smoke outside as irfaan's family was there and we weont be showing the sing of respect to his dad if we smoked in fornt of him eventhough he does not care . So yeahh . I ended up sleeping around 3 ? It was fcuking cold , similar as in the other regions , seriously ! I shivered when sleeping . haha .

Thursday: woked up around 11 plus , then irfaan planned to go swimming . So we changed . The stupid thing was that the guys who swam was irfaan , khai , yan . The rest who did not swam was me , erwin , kocok and dan as it was extremely hot to the max where it was at 12 pm , wehere the sun is just rising . Omg . I dont want be black rite , so cannot blame lahh [:
After swimming , some of us played pool and the others played bowling . I played pool with dan and kocok . I won kocok like so damn happy , first time siaa I play [: haha . And not to forget mimi was also there as she came back to the chalet today . Arnd 6 pm , rara and teeq came ! I was like mekk ~ haha . sial uh . but nevermind . They came and as usual teeq with her fat legs ang big mouth was so irritating , walk behind the chalet already feel tk sedap hati like wtf , then she told me " aepul , nenek aku kater kalau aku rasa tk sedap hati , aku kener pergi dari tempat nie " [x I was like whatt .. ? ! hahahah Okay , I talked abit with rara although we had problems after what had happened but I forget about it ready anyway . So yeah , it would be kidna awkward to talk to her rite . Me and the guys plus irfaan's dad and irfaan's sis boyf played soccer at the street soccer there . It was fun . yeahh ... Then we barbecued until night , blablabla ... arnd 11 , came ferra after her spec course like sanggup seyy , kalau aku aku da mls siaa nk dtg . haha . what's great was that , she confidently told irfaan she brought two ghost dvds to watch in the morning later and bottles of coke as we were run out of refreshments at hte chalet . she arrived and said " sorry I forget to bring . cute right [x mek! hahaha . Then I like good job uh ferra . You did well . haha . but nevermind lah atleast she came . Arnd 2-3 am , me , irfaan ,erwin , ferra and irfan plus dan who was talking on the phone with haziqa non stop like shit like that went to the beach beside there , it was scary , dark and non-stop heartbeats . we walk-walk there and just chit-chat there . We planned to walk towards the sea , and at that time , it was so dark as the beach was surrounded with high trees . So then we just held each other's hand and just walked towards there . Then as usual , some were like busted uhh , buat takot kann . butnevermind . haha . I kuat tao [x haha . After that , boring ready , talk everything read y , we proceeded back to the chalet , and all slept except me . I was like an emokid sitting down listening to harcore music since I couldnt sleep , sedih rite / But still I ended up sleeping around 5 plus .

Today : woke up at 10 , and just got ready to pack up and checked out form the chalet . After all , to me it was'nt a boring chalet as we had activities to do there although what I wrote here sounds boring but try imagining yourself having freedom with your friends . isnt it great ? so yeahh . We went home , sent by irfaan's dad .

Thats all , I lazy wanna insert my pics into the comp from my phone uh , how ?
haha, I'll force my self to on my next post [:
tc .
out

Fatigue yet euphoric

2009-06-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

Holidays had started but so what ? Its worthless cause I have to attend classes during the weekdays for 3 damn weeks . Such disappointment ): Apart from that , I still had fun with skating as usual -.- , outings , slacking and maybe playing soccer sometimes . Yeah . My results are such a big letdown . Guess what , I passed many subjects like malay only , mek ! xD . haha . fcuk siaaa . buck up dude ~ ! Anyway , I just went home from my class which I had social studies for 2 hours . There was suppose to be an english lesson but postponed due to my form teacher miss cheng who only thinks about her stomach only . So fat siaa ! Tell the class that she's not going to be pregnant till our 'N's are over . But now , prelims has not het started and she had sexual intercourse ready & what's worse ? PREGNANT ! sibeh . nvmnvmnvm . I also don't like you that much xD sorry uh but you talk too much sia sometimes [: . So , my post will be till here dudes . So long [: tc

How I wished I could land this trick ): haha ...

A perfect day ended with such disappointment ....

2009-05-28T08:46:00.001-07:00

1st scene ( fuck that guy ! [: )

2nd take ( steady [: )

2nd scene ( great height but ... )

preview of how it happened ( awww ... fuck ! )

So the day started off with a bliss when I played truancy and went to sunplaza to slack with this fat girl . We slacked till 11 plus and then met khaiPollie* and continued to slack near dunman . Afterwards , we decided to proceed to teeq's house as she invited us . We ate there as she cooked a meal for us . It was kinda sweet , but salty as in the dish xD hahah . but overall it was perfectly nice and edible to be eaten [:

Minutes later , we headed off from there and the me and khai sent the fat girl home . haha . As soon as we sent her home , I went back home to get my deck and skate with khai . we met at his crib and chilled for awhile when suddenly Erwin called me and asked whether im skating or not as he wanted to take some pics of me skating for his project . So I gladly agreed to it without second thoughts .

We met erwin and he brought his camera with him . Erwin told me to start off by ollie down a normal 3-4 steps beside the bustop which was stated in the 1st & 2nd pic above . It was successful . The chinese mixed malay guy tell me to ollie down higher steps then , which was around 6-7 steps near TPJC . As usual I agreed to it , as I love to take risks like so damn stupid and also I had the mood to do it . haha . I was nervous back then when I took a look down a couple of times . I took big steps backwards and got ready to push my deck to move and proceeded with the stunt . Ironically I did not fell badly but ...... I landed at the nose of my deck which was the front and ........ My deck broke ! I was Fcuk-tupp ! ugh ! shit(Pictures stated in the 3rd&4th pic) . So stupid of me but atleast I'm willing to sacrifice myseld for erwin's project xD hahahha . step best fren saa ! hahah .
Actually , I didn't had the confidence to do it anyway but I forced my self to as I know Im not that good to ollie down high steps with wide gaps . I'm not a proskater [:

so , it sums up my day with a huge disappointment as I love the deck and used it for only a month plus . haha .

so , till here dudes .
peace out .
tc .

2009-05-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

Will this be forever ?

After many things had happened , the only thing that can cheer me up is by ..... skating , that's for me . I'm a no-life kid where I skate everyday , nvr study . stupid rite ? I know . cnfrm fail one . The 'N' level paper also nvr ask like " How do you land a kickflip or something ?" haha . damn useless siaa . Well , truthfully we humans are not useless , its what we do that makes us enjoy and committed to it won't makes us think that we are useless but useful [: .

You ain't useless , its that fate has been fated like this . Just let time pass and see whether we'll be happy back again .

tc dudus !

A loveless life

2009-05-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

Let me start with how hurtful it is being at the verge of a breaking up when your in love . You will realised that all the words you said were only empty promises . When you were so confident that your going to be very long in a relationship with this girl at the start but the situation just change due to minor problems that occur in the relationship . Well , then let me tell you , would you want to be in love with someone you don't love ? I mean if its only forcing yourself cause you don't want to hurt that person then what's the point . Your the one at the losing end .

For me , I've regretted . Being in love . Not mainly about that but the decision and choices I made were too fast and then I realised that it was a big mistake to made that decision . Finally , now I know why I can't be long in relationships . I now know that what I need is to understand , be patient , take every step at a time just like the old me .

For whatever happened , I'm sorry . I swear I'm gonna be patient , wait and prove it to my mistakes which I had made and make you see the best out of me and won't regret being in love with me again . I understand the situation right now . Its hard , I know I'm a fickle-minded person where I don't know which one of the decisions should I make but now I already learnt from my mistakes and hope that the same old thing won't happen again .

If it was meant to be ,
then let me prove & see ,
that you are the one for me ,
let the past be the past
& start life anew with the person which you know can make you happy .

ok tc , missin ya ! ):

Phenomenal !

2009-04-25T20:32:00.001-07:00

Two best young players in the world
Cristiano Ronaldo & Cesc Fabregas [:

Cesc Fabregas

I had the feeling to post about my favourite young inspirational wonderkid , Cesc Fabregas . Although , he's playing for arsenal and yet I support Man united , he still doesn't fail to catch my eye with his visions and passes . He's gifted , I want to be like him when I'm in the field [: At his young age , he had been nominated as one of the best young players . Fantastic . He plays the role of a center midfield which is the same as me , so I think I have a great chance to be like him . haha .

Anyway , I need to get a new boot soon and get ready for any trials and fyi , yesterday me nad my schoolmates plus hadikocok from siglap played a friendly match at safra and ended up winning 8-1 . Well , it was a great game yet I didn't score . haha . Hard luck . Closest chance was when I took a free kick when it hit the top cross bar in the end . How unlucky . Scorers were zul , rafi , KhaiP*, Irfaan with a weird lucky overhead kick which lobbed over the goalkeeper and as usual Erwin , with two goals which one was a macheda's modified goal and the other like a paul scholes outside the penalty box shot modified goal . haha . Awesome dudes ! What's great is that the referee recommended to enter our team in the safra league which we agreed [:

So , I hope I get a new nike boot soon .

And , after quite a long time I had not post , I feel really great after finally posting .

Tc dudes & dudettes [:

These days .

2009-04-04T10:18:00.000-07:00

Hey souls , its like a damn long time as usual since i last updated , I owe no apologies as its only a blog . haha . so like please try to not be such a nuisance [: & so as always , its beed almost everyday , I skate . imroving ? nope I think . hah. im useless . but who cares anyway .
so im lazy to type with this keyboard . sorry , I shalll try to update more .
tc ! loves you faggot

Tell me -

2009-03-18T12:55:00.000-07:00

What's A Crush To Do ?

When euphoric days come to live

2009-02-26T06:37:00.000-08:00

Fcuk-face xD

Crazy yet fun plus joyous

Alright I'll start by telling how people's lives can be so topsy-turvy at times . You should know what I mean . For example , today was the happiest day of your life but it ended with a sad minor ending . Yes,you wished this would not have happened but in the it did . See , how heartbreaking an unexpected ending is a major setback to one's life . It is extremely disappointing but you cannot just dwell on this but instead you should forget about it and get on with life . We , humans should jolly well know that we have only a chance in life or what I'm trying to stress on is that we have only a life to live on . So , don't waste this opportunity that god gave and put on a smile everyday plus be happy in whatever you do . Cause if you don't , bad incidents will occur . So partly , this is what I do in life . Yes , there are major downfalls but you have to learn to overcome it and be willing to do anything just to have that smile on your cute little faces xD .

This may be silly but this what I had experienced so far in life .

So live life to the fullest and remember god .

Yes,its good to be happy but dont get too overboard nad forget things

and go to the extreme .

peace out [:

tc lullabies

Dope Rapper ~

2009-02-25T02:26:00.000-08:00

I've got something to tell . Rappers are the dopest thing dudes ! Just now , me and my homie met the sickest inspirational rapper ever Eminem on Tv xD how fcuked up can that be . Guess what . We just represented 313 , y'all have any idea of what that is , faggots ? so , we chilled at khai's crib and watched 8 mile . & we learnt how to rap too . haha . Jyeah , I know its a very old show but its damn DOPE dudes ! Its the sickest show I had ever watched man . So , for just today , imma act like a white nigga and respect all you fcuking mofos cause disrespect don't mean anything in this fcuking world man !

So its just a damn short post for you cute motherfcukers ! [:
& Fcuk free world & respect authorities in this world my frens !
peace out dudez ...
tc

Long return ...

2009-02-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

This is what I've been doing lately , skate,skate,skate ..... almost everyday . Its like I put my heart and soul to it [: Its a Long return for me to blogging . It's like damn DOPE man ! I've been kinda behaving like a nuisance in school lately , caught doing bad things like Fcuked up and dissapoint others . So , I would like to put this to an end and to change for the better . I swear I will cause I know I can [: believe me ? No ! you should ! . hah .

So this is my post for today . I will post again if I'm not lazy after skatingg dudes .

Goals achieved : skate tricks only but not academic results [x

k bye golems ! {:

2009-01-17T21:15:00.000-08:00

Its a very long time since I updated , sorry folks . The reason was my comp was kinda haywire and p[lus , I'm lazy ;D . Evrything happened too fast during these few months . What should I do ? I thought of just continuing life the way it is as I tend to love the way it is now excluding the fights and arguments but because being with a person I love the most . Truthfully , its hard to leave . Somehow , when I keep thinking of it , I will always remember the littlest thing I had done with her . The happiest moments with her and etc . So I plan to still go on and not leave like a coward . I should think maturely and stop being too sensitive over small things . I just hope everything works , and the past won't repeat itself . Just a short post for today , I try to post abit more .

tc folks

Centuries

2008-12-14T08:40:00.000-08:00

So , its been centuries since I last updated my blog [: sorry uh abeh da malas nk buat aper.
haha . phamkan jer lah situasi aku ni . Many things did occur & guess what ? My flight to Dubai was cancelled and Im like fcukingly filled with gaiety , its like omg ! [: . Well , I got to thank one of my former schoolmate named Ferdaus who told me to update my so-called dead blog . Thanks uh tapi kau buat gituk mcm kau dapat prize jer . haha . sorry uh . Actually , it strted off by she asking me damn badly to when Emy sedarah , Fazlin going back from overseas . I'm so sorry to tell you 'm not her so I don't know lahh [: I know you miss herr but you talk like I her 'sister-lup' only . heh .

These few days , I had been playing badminton with those spf baboons at night . Its like so damn fun . haha . I mean like fcukingly effingly damn bloodily totally fun dudes & dudettes . Although like people see us like kental but who cares , cool what [: So everyday like play badminton then like so damn fun to me cause I'm the best among them , step siaaa aku ! [x sorry uh abeh dah ternyata nk buat aper . haha . & Also Happy birthday Erwin , although I know I give him present ready . & the upcoming birthdays are so important as it is mom & dad's b'day . I've bought mom her present but dad , not yet , we'll see how it goes . I hope so .

So once again , I have to thank ferdaus who used to be my messenger during my olden days , I appreciate your warning . haha.

k bye
supervain <3

Can I be a girl ?

2008-11-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

The other side of me

Sometimes , I regard myself as girl rather tha a boy . I don't seem to know why . haha . That's the hilarious thing eventhough I'm into soccer and stuffs which some girls does'nt . But to why I regard myself as a girl is because I tend to love girl's activity such as shopping and etc. Weird....weird.....weird...... :D

For example , that day I went shopping with this vain girl . Its like so tiring but yet exciting and indeed , I helped her to search for her stuffs even by going inside the women's store and act as if nothing had happened . Haha , cool isn't it ? But still , bad luck cause its kinda embarassing when you noticed that your the only guy in there . Also , I'm starting to like women's accessories such as clips , hairbands and even the women's shades and etc. but not those wild stuffs such as G-strings and all xDD I'm not a pure gayy okayy . I only do gay-activities when I'm bored and the main gay-enemies are like Iz , fad and a few more xD rabak per aku ! haha ~

To conclude all these , I'm still straight and acquires that man-thing in me . haha . Anyway , for now , I'm starting to feel the gaiety in me . I hope this continues and just keep track of when it will stop ( probably during 'N's nxt yr ) ugh ! nevermind , I'm confident .

-the end-

IloveMyHGF

tc souls ! ((:

emy;supervain hacks ! :D

2008-11-03T07:22:00.001-08:00

I am emy;supervain and I'm hacking this asshole's blog!

(Even though i actually told him that I'm hacking, so its not considered hacking, ass.)

Syaiful's fat and ugly, and my boyfriend. :DD

Oh, and sorry souls for spoiling his blog, heh.

I won't sleep till your awake , girl

2008-10-31T12:57:00.000-07:00

& its like already arnd 4 and as usual I can't sleep cause I'm bloody nocturnal for goodness sake . Truthfully , I miss her kay , easily said .

Misses ):

2008-10-31T11:58:00.000-07:00

Aku masuk Sec 4 lah siaaa ! ~ tapikan yg mengecewakan cumer kat report book tulis 'Advanced' bukan 'Promote' . dissapointing kan ? ): heh . alah lek uh , masuk sec 4 jugak ! :DD
Sec4 pon sec4 tapi aku pass malay jerr aper gunernyer sec4 ? HAH , tpai tkper , aku akan belajar dengan tekun tahun depan , chey ! ~ hah . And to all those faggots like e.g. MOKREP, KhaiP*& more , gua masuk sec 4 dok ~ hah ! :D

bye ! :DD

loveyoubabies ~
& importantly emy

It aint gonna be for long dear

2008-10-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

Why do everytime I ask you something , it will make me feel dissapointed ? Even I know your feeling the same way as I do . Girl , its not that I dont understand you . I understand your situation . Yes , your sad but whats the point of having me ? Sad as it seems but sometimes I do believe that you have to listen to me and even your goodfriends .

And now , I don't think it will be for long till something bad's gonna happen between us . I hope it won't happen and if it happens , I suggest you should just let us behind and forget everything . Speechless I am but deep down you know I'm shouting for your name . I need you that is but how am I gonna get you when you don't trust me ? ):

-Another unwanted post -

Sorry,I know your gonna hate me but understand .
Iloveyou-

2008-10-29T11:20:00.000-07:00

Regret ?

Who am I ?

2008-10-21T11:49:00.000-07:00

Baby,Ineedyou):

Who am I ? I'm just a damn sec 3 guy who is just caring for you , thats who I am . I admit tht sometimes I may be an irritating fool but don't you get it ? Iloveyou and Icareforyou . Why is it hard for you to tell me to what you don't like about me ? or what are your problems ? I had the initiative to ask to why are you acting differently but still , you turned me down in an awful manner . Why can you tell your friend your problems when you can' tell me ? What am I doing here then ? I had high hopes which we had but what's the point if we don't believe in each other . Nevermind its okay , I just have to understand all these .

Girl , I'm just dissapointed

Ineedyou):

The Before & After

2008-10-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Good dayy souuls !
Time passes so fast that things occured
So enjoy the pics ;DD

AdilSekodeng,ErwinOllie,Irfaan,HadiKocok,Aepul,KhaiPornstar

Kental or what ~! xD

candid

Izzarul&Aepul

Pupul&wiwin

Dope

Reflection ?

Blonde ?

And so the story continues ......

I love you

Lovelovelovelovee ........

2008-10-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

To some love does'nt exist . I don't quite understand love , it maybe is complicating but well , when your in love you just find it hard to resist the feeling of being in love . Sounds weird though as you can't control yourself when your not angry but when your in a euphoric state . In my opinion , love does exist . Everyone needs love to brighten up their lives . Eventhough there are some who don't want to be in love , but trust me , somewhere , somehow , they will find their partner in life . Being in love will teach you to be caring towards each other , to be truthful , to understand how other's life are , to further make you matured in someway and many other ways .
In my part of story , I admit that I'm in love . I'm not ashamed to be in love but sometimes , you just have to do it . So , this one in a million girl managed to kidnap my heart . She was so sweet that I could'nt take it but to be with herr . So far , loving my life is important to me & now , I believe that my life is filled with joy and happiness by not just being in love but by other particular things . Girl , you ain't a newbie , your just sweet okay ? :D
Hopefully , this lovelife will continue to the very end of my story and to be with only this girl till the end of time .
Love your life before its too late . And regretting is always a part of life ;D

Bye aliens !
& Gemok is loved ;DD

2008-10-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hari raya was not that awesome this year but what is awesome is that duit raya I got is like 200 plus , like wth ? ! first time siaaa . happy or what ! :DD
kk till here thenn .

bye faggots

Anger-management ....

2008-09-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

Well , yesterday in school , since I'm blogging like after 12 midnight , havoc happened in class . Although it was'nt that violent as it didn't involved punches or kicks , I still admit that it was a bad incident . In my opinion , yes , I do blame myself for not controlling my temper towards gary but things jsut happened too fast . Just when the bell rang , I was packingg my bag and gary happened to pass by me . At first , I just gave him a first sight but then I looked up again upon seeing him giving me that sadistic look of his and just staring me blindly when I don't know what wrong I had done . Don't you feel pathetic ? yah , he's fierce but still ? I assume that he does'nt like me due to my behaviour in class . But does he have the rights ? I mean if he was somekind of a discipline master of the school , I would further understand the situation but he's just a typical everyday student just as me in school .

And , havoc occured when I said to him why your staring at me with that evil face of his ? And , I also said "come on lahh , you still small boy lahh " yes , I know I should'nt have said that and I really regretted as due to that he got frustrated and started threatening by letting me punch his face . Like , what's the point ? do you think I'm that stupid ? even if I would had punched his face , all I know is I had done a serious offence as I had assaulted him . So why do it ? & so he thinks I'm a coward and that is when we started to grab each other forcefully and had a head-to-head combat . hah . yeah , and its like hafiqal's trying to stop the fight , & like gary's friend , ian , instead of telling to stop , he told me to stop grabbing gary . What in the heaven was that for ? hah .
And , thats when I don't know who went to inform the teacher about this and we had to stayback to write the statement .

For your info , I don't treat you as my adversary . But why must you encourage racism ? We are in the same class . instead , of being foes , your picking a fight . Come on . Your ashamed to have malay friends ? hah . Please okay :D . So , now I shall forget all that happened and concentrate on my upcoming papers .

So , sorry and bye .

& Ilovegemok ! ;D

chalobetteh

2008-09-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

Dope, ps:credits to KhaiPornstar for the handart

Anw , I just find it cool :D
Bye earthlings .

Sacrifices that are worth while

2008-09-26T11:43:00.000-07:00

Well , today I mean tonight ;D , just now , I break my fast at my aunt's house . I ate like a fatpig although it isnt that nice xD . The food was nasi lemak and there was some pizzas bought by my mum . So I had to swallowed majority of it . Now you know I'm a fatass :D

Then , after that , went to northpark and watch my friend played soccer at the dome . I can admit that they can play well although last time I always look down on them . Actually quite true also lahh . haha . Waited till 10 then I made my way towards 301 bustop there . Waited for this cute yet old girl to send her home xD waited for her like 20 mins plus without any angerr but just being patient :D . well , what can I sayy . haha . Then , she came and I sent her back home . I admit that she looks effingly cute plus sweeet although she told me that I'm hot that she melted xD HAHA . cute or what siaa ! ~ .

Okayy , I'm bored and now its like 3 a.m and I'm still blogging due to this boredom , can't sleep currently and missing someone too , maybe ? heh .

okayy , till here chipmunks ;D
Dont smoke but take drugs , as if . hah .

bye love , Imy ?

;DD

Now , I'll make my way to the bed and sleep like a pig without even care what's going on .

chalobetteh

26 september 08'

2008-09-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

Today , as usual , I went to school although it was raining heavily . Thought of not going when I woke up at around 7 , thats so late . But in the end , just had to carry my ass to school . I walked y way to school despite the heavy rain andd the bloody freaking wet shoes . It was so damn dissapointing , I wanted to cry but after second thoughts , why should i ? no link sia . hah .
So , I reached school around 7:45 which was extremely late when students were all expected to reach school at 7:20 . So , don't care lahh since it was raining . Even there were others that came later than me . Then , I entered the class and was shocked to find out that half the class was absent , but after several minutes , many of my classmates started entering . So okay lahh .
After a while , due to the wet shoes , so I gave a stupid face and just took of my shoes and socks and walked around the class and even the toilet bare-footed , isnt it like unhygienic ? hah . well , what can I say . Aepul mah ~

The first lesson was physics but Mrs Fong L C , was absent . Suspect the day before kena threesome xD . After her lesson was miss luar phey phey's lesson :D . Every time she walked into the class , there would be a smile on her face & its rare to see her getting mad . hah . she cute siaaa , nabey ! She teach me SS , now I like clever read y . Chey , padahal dulu pon dier ajar , cumer aku tk gunakan inisiatif untuk memberikan tumpuan jerr . hah .

Then it was recess time , as always , me & hafiqal ( boy always call people chubby short form , chubs even when that person is thin ) will tend to disturb our classmates , and the main target had always been Hazreena , one black girl from my class . Actually , she's like the cutest thing on earth but sorry I'm cuter . hah . Fyi , never disturb Hazreena on any days as she would call you the most irritating person in the class even if it is the first time your disturbing herr xD haha . stupid faggot ! . &&&& Fuck siaaa ! Claire break with Fa tong a.k.a Jeff ( tk sajak siaa nama ) ready siaa ! haha . Cool or what . Akhirnya tercapai jugak citer-citer aku dan lain-lain lelaki untuk buat kerja ngn dierr xDD . joking :D

I don't think everyday if schooling I would be fasting . I want to fast but how ? see , my class girls all like fuck like that , the chinese uhh , wear pink bras go school all then would want show off their assets eventhough it is not that attractive xDD

So,thats part of my story in my class .

I will update more about it next time ;D

till here , bye love !
you know who . hah .

tc faggots

chalos

Trust & Treasured

2008-09-24T01:05:00.000-07:00

Classmates;D

Win,Franata&KhaiP*

Trend :D

Aepul :D

Franata & KhaiP*

Dope or whatt ! ~ hah

isn't he hot ? hah yeahh

Finally , its all come to this ;D

& Ily ? ;D

chalobetteh

Growing nearerr ......

2008-09-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

Quite an old pic ;D

Gosh ! its like 8 more days to the End-of-year examinations . Have I been working ? Have I been making any improvements ? Maybe ? Shit dude ! Tell me the papers are going to be easy .

& most importatnly , tell me I'm going to make it to sec 4 . Yet , nothing is impossible . So , I should work hard from now .

One more thing , am I undergoing stress ? Then why can't I study all these while ? Omg .

well , I can admit that I'm only stress in love ? maybe . But , I'm trying to not think about that currently . Still , I'll be hoping for a happy ending after your major exams and to return to me as one .

So , I'm still hoping love ;D

Good luck to all the you faggots (:

chalobetteh

Girl , your too sweet to be forgotten

2008-09-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

Girl , this past 3 months had been sweet yet topsy-turvy sometimes but I cherish every moment spent with you . To me , your like the angel , your smile brings joy to me and even everyone . I never hated you although you dissapoint me with this decision . I'll remember you and will come back for you after your major exams & please don't forget about me . I hope you will come back for me after your O's . Please , I'm begging . I trust you on this one , and never had I doubted you .

Please girl , I'll be like a man who can't be moved unless you come back for me .
& I'll promise to go sec 4 just for you . I love you and only you .

So now , let's just wait for all the exams to be finished . plus your O's . & you also promised to pay me back after your O's , I'm waiting .

Baby , my lips are yours to be taken . ):

Bye love , I'll wait for you after your O's .
love you !

My heavenly house :D

2008-09-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

Surprisingly , this year my mum told me to paint the house in beige unlike last year and those past years . This year , I think hari raya won't be that exciting as the second day of it is my end-of-year examinations . Cool or what siaaa ! heh . I believe I'm a potential stayback student for next year due to my disspointing results hich I produced during the past common test . Isn't it dissapointing ? ): But I will try my hard to pass with flying colours ;D

Anyway , I'm not going out today ( So the mendak ) thinking of breaking with my crew xDD but well , its hard these dayys . haha ! So I hope everyone will celebrate hari raya with wide smiles on their faces and don't forget about the money , its 9 days away also , so fast ah hor ! heh .

Till here , Bye faggots

Wish me luck in painting my house :D

I love kudut !
;D

chalobetteh

Insomnia

2008-09-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

Aku mendak karipap lahh ! xD perangai iqek siaa . haha .

Seriously , I don't find the reason to why people have to hate me or so . When I'm doing the right thing , others realise that I'm doing the other way round . Isn't it pathetic ? So to you and only you , I never had regarded you as an enemy , I treat you as a normal friend only that you tend to trust others when it ain't true . Rumors are the reason to why we can't be foes . So , I hope you will try your hard to believe me and not listening to others . From now onwards , I should backout from all this problems that involve your friends and mine . Never take me as a coward , only that I don't live in a world of war . I don't hate people . Even if I hate , I won't tell them face to face . Kindhearted as it seems but what's the point if it can't be revealed . It was never appeasing to the eyes of others when all this happened . So the main things is that I don't want to be involved in all of this . Thanks for the time and I do appreciate this .

& Never threaten her

plus,change for her and for yourself .

Chalos
tc ;D

Starting of an era

2008-09-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly , I have to keep this a secret that I have a blog but soon everyone is going to know but who cares :D . Actually , to be truthful to all , I do have a blog last time but it is so called 'dead ' . And now , I feel like blogging due to boredom , don't know what to do at home . bla bla bla . So yeah , its a new blog .
tc
chalos